...is incredibly difficult when you're prone to overanalysis as I am. Part of me is desperate to really understand what's going on. But part of me thinks I really need to just let it go. I'm pretty tired of being the one in this who always asks the questions, who always checks if it's all okay, who always puts myself out there. It's hard; I'm scared of the answers, too. And unfortunately we are each master and mistress of the arts of deflection and evasion. So any questions I ask, all receive are answers that aren't really answers at all, and once that game begins, I'm playing it, too.
This can't go on forever.
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